private because they were honored when on the battlefields. but anyway, the guy said to me, what you want to do in your life. now that you are leaving. >> and i look at these people on tv and it's like, don't you know that you can have anything you want in this life, you've only got one chance. now do you want it. and i said, i just -- i don't know and he said, i said do you want to? and i said, yes, sir. it's theirst time i said that. [laughter] >> one of my producers for mike douglas went out and had a job that they had.